had one of the best spiritual experiences... the personal experience of coming
face to face with God Almighty on one-to-one basis. It was an experience that
can never be explained in words.
When I was 11
years of age I had a very strong conviction of experiencing God
in this life. Another two years to go... my conviction had turned
into a burning goal of life. Come whatever may... I shall face God
Almighty in this very life.
How I overcame
the five senses and the mind, practiced absolute celibacy for a
continuous minimum period of 12 years, practicing Neti (not this,
not this) as practiced and advocated by Sage Maharishi Ramana, followed
the Shavasana pose of yoga are not the factors that I shall describe
now in detail... the fact is I realized God in this very life at
37 years of age.
the night of second of August, 1993, God Almighty woke me up from sleep. He called
me upstairs into the open. I carried out the instructions even though my physical
eyes were closed. I was looking from within. When I went upstairs I was again
asked to go down and bring the reclining chair I normally used for reading. When
I brought the chair I was advised to sit down and stare into the wild expanse
of the Cosmos... the sky upwards!
was I seeing... the whole of Cosmos right from the beginning to the end... from
the start of the big bang to the collapse of the Cosmos! From the first manifestation
as an amoeba... to the last as Mahavira, Gautama Buddha, Jesus Christ and Prophet
Mohammed! It was as if I had reached the end of my cosmic life. I sat on the chair
for about two hours and then I was to go down and take the dictation.
dictation further took about an hour and lo... my physical eyes opened! Whatever
was written in the document made everything clear? I had reached the end of my
manifestation. Having gained absolute purity, I had reached the stage of kaivalya
jnana (gained absolute Wisdom). I had reached the stage of Nirvikalpa Samadhi
when one can commune with God on one-to-one basis for the balance life.
was bliss all round. I was absolutely mesmerized by the personal spiritual experience.
Kumar "Atma Jnani"
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