of my Personal Experience
How I Realized God
I was young I was taken to the Jain temple on some sacred occasions for worshipping
the "Gods". Due to my inherent tendencies I was not convinced that "God" resides
in those stone statues I was asked to worship. I felt inquiring within my own
self that if these stone statues were not "God", who or what was "God"? What people
meant when they talked of God!
I distinctly remember asking an elder of the family that "Who was God"? Pat come
the reply that, "Universe and everything contained in it was made by "God". Tell
me, "Can you visualize the boundary of the sky and beyond"? I thought for a moment
and replied, "the Universe seems to be without a boundary"! Yes, "the power which
made all this and whom we go and worship in temples is known as "God", came the
I grew older I tried the elimination process. What was uncommon in all Human Beings
and all other living beings? The mental powers! This confirmed that Human Being
is the highest creation of "God" on Earth. Now! What differentiated different
Human Beings. One was a king and the other a laborer due to difference in their
mental capabilities alone!
What are these mental capabilities which differentiate Human Being on such
a vast scale! How can they be developed? Was it the development of mental powers
that Human Being could attain the level of a Buddha, Mahavira
Jesus Christ? The mental powers in our physical World are invoked by
our brain. How do brain and mental powers (thinking power) correlate with each
other. What role Kalchakra (time) plays.
Will Power & Brain
As time passed by things became more and more clear to me. Will power of a Human
Being (the desire of "Atman" enacted through a Human Being based on ... The resultant
Karma of all earlier lives manifested by "Atman") is the ultimate factor governing
the destiny of a Human Being. Doing of Karma by a Human Being is the result of
what is invoked through the brain by a Human Being [Invoking is done by the Human
Being at will (i.e. his "Atman") based on the resultant Karma of past lives].
When I was in
my 2nd year of Engineering, I gained control on mental powers to the extent that
I worked for half an hour but when seen by the watch only one minute had passed.
Whatever I read once in a book was clear to me like a Master. That control has
never again returned in my Life even after a lapse of 20 years. Reason being ...
I was never again so carefree after graduation. I got more and more involved in
my family business of Foundation Engineering.
The mental waves on which I had started traveling were getting farther away from
me day by day. The thought waves seem to travel even faster than the speed of
light. It is these thought waves on which if one dwells, shall he be able to see
"God" one day and subsequent events proved that I was 100 percent correct. For
fifteen years I have worked hard may be not to the best of my capability or to
the liking of my family as inherently I was getting more and more inclined to
know "God, the Creator" ... talk to him if possible.
Having realized that Air, Water and Mother Earth were only elements supporting
the Life structure of all living beings but were not "Gods" .. only thing left
was Sun. The rays of light traveling at the speed of 1,86,000 miles per second
take above eight minutes to reach the Earth. Electricity also travels at the same
speed at zero resistance. During rainy days the voice of the thunder is like "God"
speaking. You strike two stones and sparks fly. You rub two wooden elements ...
Friction may cause Fire. All incidents indicated that the power of light (i.e.
Agni) is an inherent power, unmatched with and very closely related with "God".
Doctrine of Anekantvad
Whatever we see in the Universe through our physical eyes or various senses have
a definite shape but ... Seeing from the angle of "Anekantvad", everything in
the Universe can be broken up into molecules and atoms. Atoms consist of a nuclei
and around it are electrons rotating at the speed of light i.e. 1,86,000 miles
per second. The power which rotates the electrons around the nuclei at the speed
of light is to be known as "God".
The Doctrine of "Anekantvad" alone can make clear the relationships between Human
Beings, between Human Beings and all other living beings and between Human Beings,
all other living beings and the inherent powers of the Universe. Till the time
we Human Beings continue perceiving ourselves as mightiest of all, at times even
defying the "Law of Eternal Truth" ... We shall fail in our efforts to come near
put an end to giving undue importance to ourselves. Our "Atman" within may have
changed numerous Life forms before our present form as a Human Being. It is on
its cosmic journey ... Goal being liberation from further manifestations. All
Life forms are important but ... Desist from killing for the sake of pleasure
for you shall never be pardoned for this act of yours.
The Law of Evolution is same for all beings ... To think, by your not killing
the pests we are doing service to "God" is wrong for the pests have their own
limited Life and if they are a nuisance to us (the most advanced species of the
World) they must be annihilated lest we may suffer at their hands. The survival
of the fittest is the basic theme of the evolutionary process.
Never forget that "God" alone maintains the balance in the Universe and all "Atman's"
in their manifested Life forms only do its bidding. Our killing or not killing
a being only effects us and only us for it is our "Atman" within which carries
forward the results of the Karma performed by us i.e. a Life from manifested by
it. Must we not take a pledge to improve upon ourselves because it is the reform
in the thinking process of every individual that will bring a change in the Society
God ... An inherent power
God is not a being
and is formless. As a normal Human Being cannot and does not want to comprehend
that "God" is an inherent power (It can be felt by any Human Being during intense
prayers to God) ... It worships it in form of deities of the shape of a Human
Being. This gives more and more credulity to its existence on Earth as most powerful
of all beings resulting in enlarging the ego of a Human Being ... Often resulting
in calamitous results.
God is the center point from where all creation started and all things in the
Universe are connected to it by a divine string. Wherever we try to break an atom
... Massive energy is generated resulting in an uncontrolled chain reaction. God
shall bless us for using this energy for useful purposes but when used for negative
goals ... The results are disastrous.
Mind .. the Controller of all Human Beings
Once I realized that mind is all powerful ... I tried to clean my brain of all
negative influences. Negative influences bring us nearer to Satanic forces and
Positive influences towards God. Once we eradicate from our thinking the negative
influences we are left with only good thoughts. These good thoughts bring us nearer
to our goal i.e. God.
invoking right thoughts from positive Mind (i.e. the "Eternal reservoir of Positive
Thoughts") we become more and more pure Spiritually. The weeds of negative influences
from our brain are required to be taken out and thrown away at regular intervals.
By keeping our brain clear of all unwanted seeds of evil thoughts, our brain stimulates
us towards better deeds. We start growing in harmony with our inner
self (our Atman within).
What is the relation between God, a Human Being and all other living beings. In
due course of introspection, I (Vijay Kumar and not my Atman) realized that Atman
within the body of all living beings is of the same nature as God. Is "God" not
the collective sum of all liberated Atman's. "Atman" of all beings in Essence
is the Governor of all beings. What then is the relation between the "Atman" and
the physical self i.e. a Jiva!
"God" Initiates Me
Having perceived the truth I was only to inquire about the Eternal relationship
between all beings and lo! On 3rd of August, 1993, at 2.15 a.m. God initiated
me. I was sleeping in my bedroom on first floor. At about 1.45 a.m., I felt choking
and gasping for breath and an urge within to go out on the terrace. I was obeying
commands from within as if in deep sleep.
I reached the terrace of the first floor I was again instructed by "God, the Creator"
to go back to the room and bring the collapsible easy chair (which I use for my
reading) and go to the terrace on second floor. I brought the chair and sat on
it looking upwards, towards the sky.
What was I seeing! Full vision of the cosmos ... A blinding spell of white light
all around ... Something which can never be described in words. The "Ultimate
Truth" dawned upon me and at 4 a.m. I was instructed to go down. I was then instructed
to write down something. I started writing. When I reread those lines ... Every
thing was clear to me.
questions remaining unanswered I had realized Self ... I was one with "God, the
Creator" ... More eager than ever to complete my journey on this Earthly plane
and liberate myself (i.e. me as an "Atman") from the cycle
of birth and death at the earliest.
I am a completely changed man now. Having realized the purpose of my Cosmic journey
... Life has a different meaning for me since that day. I can invoke willingly
the mighty powers of the Universe after constant practice and take dictation's
from "God, the Creator" for hours together.
the messages are hidden the Eternal Truths which can never be falsified by any
person of understanding. "God" has blessed me to remain in the "Grihastha Ashram"
(i.e. with the family) and continue my Spiritual quest further.
You have to experience it to believe in the existence of God!
answer to all the questions related to the "Universe" and "God" having been answered,
The quest of all spiritual seekers for ages having been fulfilled, I pray to the
almighty "God" to give me Strength and wisdom to uphold the values in the Society
of which I am an integral part. May "God" bless us all.
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